Lots of people talk to animals.... Not very many listen, though.... That's the problem. ~Benjamin Hoff, The Tao of Pooh

Live simply that others might simply live. ~Elizabeth Seaton

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Our Not-so-new apartment

Maybe...

2lbs a week is a good start. IDK. I'm so desperate.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

YAY

We have internets back and cables too ^_^

Sunday, July 12, 2009

We moved

to a new apartment where we have no internet/cable, so yea i can't update this. RAWR

Saturday, June 27, 2009

STFU Saturday

I are have job nao

Yep I have a job now. Cashier at Lowes Foods in Burlington. Wh00t. $7.25/hr blah.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Who cares!?!?

Who even gives a flying fuck about Michael Jackson.


>_<
Has everyone already forgot that Farrah Fuckin Fawcett died today also.
But this kid makes me mad and makes me smile at the same time.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

STFU Saturday.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

eBay

...pisses me off sometimes.
Sometimes things just aren't in as good of shape as the description leads on.
And I have the right to leave negative feedback as I see fit. DAMNIT!

Friday, June 12, 2009

NIN/JA ^_^



Cyn is going to a NIN & Jane's Addiction concert tonight.
So we used up her hair streaking dye and I hope it comes out alright. I haven't washed mine out yet. I haven't highlighted my hair since 10th grade-ish. Who knows. *EEK*


On a side note: Today is exactly 8 months until Andy turns 21 & 10 months until I turn 21. Fuckin' wh00t!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Saving the world.

I'm not showering today. I refuse. My hair is kinda nasty but that's what a pony tail is for. ^_^
Forget it! I have other fish to fry!

OFF TO SAVE THE WORLD...
pfft. And have breakfast at almost 11:30
JAJAJAJJA..

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Naughty Granny

I hate Windows Operating Systems (but I hate Macs too) & I hate printers.
Actually, I fuckin despise every damn piece of computer equipment I own.
All I want to do is print. ALL I WANT TO DO IS PRINT!
But nooo Windows has to make it a pain the friggin ass to print just one damn thing!

Try canceling a error document or try canceling ANY document for that matter. Go Ahead! I'll wait. It's crazy and I'm about to throw everything out of the window. My printer says it's offline. But it's on and was working 5 minutes ago.
Whatever. I'm going off on a tangent.


This caught my eye yesterday...



Old people don't masturbate. THAT'S A SIN!

Monday, June 8, 2009

Getting the courage.


I'm finally getting the courage to
let Andy drive, at 20 years old.
The van behind him makes him look like a father.
^_^
I feel at peace inside
when I see him in it.
Baby, You will make a GREAT father someday.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Metallica...

Some pictures of Andy & Matt playing guitar that I found on my computer.





Monday, June 1, 2009

Job Hunting,,,

I just spend the last 4½ hours job hunting.
I applied at Target, Hobby Lobby, Payless Shoes, a gas station, and Sally's.
I talked to the guy a PetSmart in hopes of finding something. No one is really hiring. Grrr

So Andy & I used to have this friend, Jody, a semi-black guy and last April, Jody and I had a falling out and bitched each other out. Well I ran into him today after coming out of Hobby Lobby and we chatted for a while. Some how he got the idea that I was attracted to him and he said that if I wanted to get one in Andy wouldn't have to know. And he walked around me, I thought he was going towards his car but he ended up walking behind me and grabbed my ass. I sorta jumped forward and started shaking a little and wiggin out inside. I mean who does he think he is. Goddamnit. That shit just pisses me off. So I made an excuse to get out of there and took off to Andy's work to calm down. I was freaking the fuck out because it was a huge parking lot and there were a lot of cars out there but no people and the way he was looking at me I thought I was gonna be raped or something. Obviously, morals don't matter to Jody anymore because he's been sleeping with a woman who has been married for 10 years. WHA!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Plus 8


I love(d) Jon & Kate plus 8. I thought Kate was the most wonderful mother in the whole world. Even Andy said while watching an episode one night, "Wow, Ya know, she really is a good mom. She let's them make their own minds". And I totally agreed.
Until now.
I happened to be listening to a interview of Aunt Jody & Uncle Kevin (the twins & sextuplets aunt & uncle) and Aunt Jody used to babysit the kids from time to time when Kate needed help and the producers decided to start paying Aunt Jody for her appearances in the show and Kate replied with "No one is making money off of my kids". WHAT?!? She has been helping you and this is how you repay her. Now, Aunt Jody & Uncle Kevin are not in the episodes.

And have you even noticed that the grandparents from either side are not really in the picture?
Well, when Kate first found out she was having sextuplets their church did a charity drive to help gets things for the future babies. Well the church managed to get 6 beautiful working cribs for the babies but Kate refused to take the cribs because THEY DID NOT MATCH.
I'm sorry but if you are having that many babies, you need all the help you can get and the babies don't give two shits whether they match or not.

I hate that my view has changed because I thought that it was just Jon who was the dirty one.
And then I find this out about Kate. And also the rumors of her sleeping with her bodyguard.
I just I don't even know anymore. I have lost respect for both of them as parents.
I just feel sorry for the children. They are the true victims here.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Marley & Me


And so I just cried my freakin' eyes out. I thought Marley & Me would be a complete comedy. I laughed through the first hour or so. But the last 45 minutes had me sobbing like a baby. It was a great movie, but I was hoping to feel alive and cheerful and whatnot at the end. But, there's always a but instead I ruined the makeup that I worked so hard on this morning. >_<

It made me want to just go hug the living crap out of my dog. And it made me miss my beloved Pooh Bear even more. Pooh Bear went missing in early April. We've had her for going on 10 years and she was part of the family. But one day she didn't come when we called and she didn't eat the crumbs of cat food on the sidewalk. Holly her best friend is almost 11 years old and still kicking but barely. She just mainly sleeps because that's all her weak muscles and bones can really handle. She's on a supplement but she's not a puppy anymore.

Well, I'm going off on a tangent.

A video of my sweet Pooh Bear & my lovely Holly. Pooh Bear is the blonde dog rolling around on the ground and Holly is the Bassett Hound.




Monday, May 25, 2009

FX Channel

Thank you FX for being the only channel this Memorial Day to keep your NORMAL SCHEDULE.

I couldn't get my daily Desperate Housewives fix because lifetime is all movies today.
House isn't on today.
Although, TLC is having a Jon & Kate Plus 8 marathon leading up to the season premiere tonight at 9. Which is a plus but I have seen every episode numerous times.

My daily TV schedule while I clean and tidy up. I must have a sound in the background or I get nothing done.

9-10am: Reba on Lifetime
10-10:30: The Daily Show with Jon Stewart (Comedy Central)
10:30-11: The Colbert Report (Comedy Central)
11-Noon: What Not To Wear (TLC)
Noon -2: 2 episodes of Desperate Housewives (Lifetime)
2-3: Whatever I can find usually Just shoot me on TBS
3-4: 2 episodes Malcolm in the Middle (FX)
4-5: WifeSwap (Lifetime)
5-6: 2 episodes Cook Yourself Thin (Lifetime)
6-7: Still Standing (Lifetime)
After that I spend time with Andy because he's home.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Give them a freakin NAPKIN

I've been MIA for a while. Sorry to anyone, if anyone at all, reads this.
I'm an AVON Rep now and I have very little time on my hands.


Friday, February 27, 2009

Twilight used to be cool...



It was a great story and jesus the first book has been around since at least 2004. How come 2008 was it's big fuckin debut???

you bastards ruined it and made is so goddamn commercial.
Why? Why do you have to ruin everything.
Just like Nightmare before Christmas got ruined.
And that fuckin movie came out in the early 90's.
Now you can't walk anywhere without seeing some fucker have a jack skellington belt. >_>

Now all you little bitches think you are Bella, changing your location to Forks, WA.
WTF? Bitch you are not from there. You don't date a vampire, you're not good enough to date a vampire. Stop changing your goddamn names to Sarah_Cullen, JESSICullen, Bella Swan/Cullen, or any variation. Nor edwardluvvr4eva.. and shit like that. He's hot in the book but jeez not in the movie. He's just not. It's pathetic how so many fuckin people can jump on a bandwagon and LOVE this book. I mean myspace has fuckin google add "Which Twilight Character are you? Take the Quiz". What's with all the fuckin propaganda.

I absolutely loved the story, I was infatuated, BUT now I hate it, I despise the fuckin book because you stupid cunts had to talk about it nonstop and plaster their faces everywhere.

In short:
Grow up bitches, you're not Bella.. And you never will.
You ruined it for me and alot of others.
The original book is 4 years old. Discover something new.

Monday, February 23, 2009

WinterJam 2009

Found out Family Force 5 was going to be on the WinterJam 2009 tour. So 3 days before the concert I decided to go with my friend Rosie, her roommates, Cynthia, & Andy.

Anywho they came on Saturday, Feb 21, 2009 to Greensboro, NC

Family Force 5 was the best part of the whole night.


PICS FOLLOW:


Cramped into the lobby before the show.


We look like crackheads.


Family Force 5 playing. We were kinda far away.






I will have videos just as soon as I can get them uploaded to YouTube.
They are taking forever.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Andy's 20th

Andy's 20th birthday was on Thursday 2/12.
He had a Transformers theme.

We had a little get-together dinner for him at Nana's house.



His totally gay "Birthday Boy" hat:


The cake (Which I got for free because Foodlion fucked up)






The balloons were unfortunately the new Animated Transformers.
>_<





One of Andy's presents...
Star Wars Millennium Falcon Toy.









& He also got F.E.A.R. 2 & and Star Wars poster.




OTHER RANDOM PICS:

My humongous backside, & Andy's



Cynthia thinks it's funny to take retarded candid shots of me.


Cynthia...


My mother -__-


My Father..

Monday, February 9, 2009

Family Force 5

I'm kinda obsessed with this song right now.


Sunday, February 8, 2009

Pregnant Man? BULLSHIT


Okay so thanks to the Oprah show and now TLC most of the US..even most of the world knows about the Pregnant Man.

They keep saying that this couple is making history, him being the first man to give birth.

Let's rewind, Thomas (father) WAS NOT born a man. Thomas was originally Tracie until 2002 when he had a sex change operation.

This drives me nuts because SHE is not a HE so it's not that big of a deal. I mean Thomas still has a uterus. Still making it a WOMAN giving birth, not a MAN!!

Furthermore, How much hell with this kid catch in school. Daddy gave birth to me, and daddy was once a woman. School children are cruel and will make fun of anything and everything.

Another thing that bugs me is when people online tell you they are a woman. When in reality they are a male to female tranny. YOU ARE NOT A WOMAN!!! YOU WERE BORN A FUCKIN GUY!!! And I don't care how many people I offend here because this shit is just fuckin annoying.
It's deceitful. In my personal opinion, if you had a sex change you are still whatever you were born as!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Snow? Yea Right...

It amazes me that local news stations around North Carolina can spend millions on their "Doppler Radars" & "Your Double Doppler Forecast".
All this money and they can't even get the freakin' forecast right.

Yesterday around 7pm it started snowing. The local and The Weather Channel said 2-4" accumulating.
By 10pm-ish they said 1-2". By 11pm last night they said about 1"

Todays...Super Colossal, Ginormous, Stupendous, Monster of a snow storm!



We didn't even get that. A mere dusting...

And here I didn't bother getting Cynthia up for school because I expected it to be more than this so here I am 8:21am. The little hoe could have went to school today but no here she is in her bed sleeping like a rock. And she will continue to sleep until around 12pm-1pm.
How do teenagers sleep that long. I feel like I've wasted a day if I sleep past 9am. But I digress. Sorry.

Ps. We have A LOT of cars in our yard.
o0o0oh PSS.
Reminds me, Does anyone remember when A Lot used be spelled Alot.
What the hell happened to that??? Surely, it's not always been this way.

Oh yea and a 4th thing before I forget.

So Andy put his xbox live payment on his credit card, on that we already owe almost $5,000 on. Supposedly it's supposed to be drafted ONCE a YEAR. He told me when the 7.99 was drafted from his CREDIT CARD last month or December, something like that, that he was caught up until August 2009 & wouldn't have to pay again until then. My idiot self believed him. Alas, he has lied to me again. He always lies, constantly. Drives me nuts. So today I was checking the balance on the credit card to see if the Time Warner Cable payment went through. And a lovely XBOX LIVE $7.99 was posted to the account on 2/2/2009.
He only works 8am-12pm today, And you bet that when he gets home. He's gonna get quite the tongue lashing. I'm so pissed.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

GoodWill Finds 2

*NOTE*: Semi-Image Heavy

Cyn & I went Goodwilling again today..

I got her Spin Doctors & Blind Melon tapes:
(Check out my Gerbil in the back SO CUTE!)



These pants for me. So 90's early 2000's:




A small Jager shirt to match Andy's Jager Shirt.
He has the guys version.



Some VH1 shirt for me:



Skirt for Cyn:



Shirt for me: It's actually purple and black but my camera is weird:



I was kinda iffy on this shirt but Cyn said it looked good on me:


Mary Jane socks. I have some orange Halloween ones like these with black cats on them but these aren't as cool:



Some lounge pants for Andy:



These Circa shoes. Kinda worn but hey they are comfy:



COMPLETELY 90's. Gotta love these clod-hoppers!:



And I got Andy a pair of Khaki cargo pants.

Friday, January 30, 2009

My Biggest Fear.

WARNING: PIC HEAVY!


Andy got his permit. Yes, Learner's Permit...not License.



On Wednesday the 28th...

I know I've been holding him back, from being independent and driving on his own.
I'm scared.
I'm scared that he could crash.
I'm scared that someone could hit him.
I'm scared he might DIE.
I wish I could put a protective bubble around him.

At almost 20 he should have been driving long before.
But I'm selfish. I really just wanted to protect him.

I wanted to make damn sure that I knew he had arrived to his destination successfully.
This meant taking and picking him up from work, taking him to the store, taking him to a friends house, everything. Not to mention it was more time that I could spend with him.


I don't know what I would do, or where I would be without him.
My life really wouldn't have a purpose if he were not there anymore.

And see, If I had never met him it wouldn't matter, obviously.
Life would go on.
But once someone or something great comes into your life, you want it to last forever.
And generally you would do anything to protect that one thing. He's it, my one thing to protect with my life.
But if something were to happen, my life would be torn to shreds.
That one thing you worked so hard to hold on to, gone.
You long for it once it's gone and weep. And every tiny thing reminds you. The flood of tears and that lead ball in the pit of your stomach slips out from the shadows.
I just, I would be LOST without him.



I held him back, I caused his pain.
He's catching on to driving rather quickly though. We went on an hour long drive tonight.

My cat has a horrible licking obsession. She grooms herself to the point at which she pulls patches of her fur out. No fleas though??




By the way, I don't know how many of you out there are WoWfags but let me just say that World of Warcraft RUINS relationships. But sometimes I secretly play. 0_o



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Recent Pics:




I hate candid shots. I always look like I'm nuts.



In a Moby cd ^_^


Again, I always look like a crackhead.


My nose is HUGGGGEEEE!


I hate my green camera. It sucks.
Worst $119 I've ever spent. Grrr



God, I love Ring Pops!



There damn well better be something in my eye for me to look this retarded.